ADHD Founder: The Cycle of Building Everything Except The Thing
I've been working on Pixeria since September. That's seven months. It's a SaaS product for photographers - galleries, orders, proofing, revisions, all in one place. It's almost done.
Almost.
I keep learning how to build things. Simple projects, complex projects. But Pixeria is not a simple project. And my perfectionism won't let me show something that's "almost ready" to the world.
And then there's my ADHD.
The ADHD brain has a simple rule
When something is hard - do something else.
Not tomorrow. Right now. The harder the problem, the faster the brain finds an escape route. And the escape always looks productive. That's the trap. You're not scrolling social media. You're building things. You're shipping code. You're just... not shipping the thing that matters.
Procrastination level: master.
The ADHD energy problem
My day job can be mentally exhausting. After 8 hours of solving someone else's problems, there's often nothing left for my own projects. Especially when the next step on Pixeria is a hard decision. Not a coding problem - a product decision. What should the onboarding look like? How should pricing work? What features go into the MVP and what gets cut?
Those decisions are heavy. And when your brain is already drained, it does what it does best - it runs.
It runs toward ideas that don't require heavy thinking yet. Fresh ideas. Fun ideas. Ideas where everything is still possible and nothing is hard.
What happened in three months
Let me show you what the ADHD cycle actually looks like:
- I rebuilt my entire blog from scratch. New system, new design, new everything. So I could write articles. Hoping someone would read them.
- I went back to working on Pixeria...
- ADHD won again. I created a draft of a habit-tracking app. For people with ADHD, obviously.
- I went back to working on Pixeria...
- I came up with a completely new product idea. Did the research, checked market demand, realized I want to use it in my own products too. Fetchpipe - an email integration API. Built a landing page. Validation ahead.
- I went back to working on Pixeria...
- I returned to an idea from a year ago. A Chrome extension for managing bookmarks and a custom home page. Built it. I've been using it myself for a while now.
- I went back to working on Pixeria...
In three months: 2 landing pages, a complete blog system, and 2 new app ideas. On top of the product I'm actually supposed to be finishing.
Why do I keep doing this?
Honestly? I'm not sure I can explain it fully.
Is it ADHD? Probably. Is it that I need to get these ideas out of my head so they stop buzzing around and draining my focus? Almost certainly. When an idea lives in your head, it takes up space. It nags. It whispers "what if" every time you sit down to work on the main project. Sometimes the only way to shut it up is to build it - even just a rough version - and put it in a drawer.
But there's something deeper too. I've always wanted to create things that other people use. Not just code that works. Products that help someone. Tools that make a small part of someone's day easier.
So far, a lot of what I've built has ended up in that drawer. But lately, I've been working harder and more intentionally to change that.
The real wall
Here's the thing nobody warns you about: coding is the easy part.
I can build features. I can design landing pages. I can set up infrastructure, write tests, optimize performance. That's my comfort zone. Eighteen years of it.
But marketing? Putting my work in front of people? Telling strangers "I made this, it might help you"? That paralyzes me.
And that's the real problem. Not the ADHD. Not the perfectionism. Not the side projects. Those are symptoms. The disease is the gap between building something and actually getting it into people's hands.
What now?
I don't have a neat conclusion here. No "5 tips to beat ADHD as a founder." I'm still in it. Still cycling between Pixeria and the next shiny idea. Still finding marketing harder than any piece of code I've ever written.
But I started writing about it. That's new. And I started building in public - sharing progress, being honest about the mess. That's new too.
Maybe the first step to getting out of the cycle isn't discipline. Maybe it's honesty. Admitting what's actually hard, instead of hiding behind another productive escape.
The code will always be there. The hard part is everything else.